I'm sure every person here respects you more now that you've told the truth. There is always time for improvement, and this is a wonderful first step.
As for the application, I believe you do have some potential, but you just need to figure out the applicable ways to harness it.
- As an admin, you will be the face of the community, imagine yourself as a first time player on the servers, and an admin joins, how would you like him to act?
- Do not misunderstand the people here, there is nothing whatsoever wrong with the concept of lennies, honestly I have a lenny bind as well (inb4 demoted) , the only difference is that there is a good time for everything, and spam is never appreciated, whether it is lennies or just a random phrase.
- Do not be afraid of your age. We have had admins younger than you, and I am a strong advocate that age does not matter as long as an applicant possesses the mental maturity.
- Keep on improving, gather details from what people said in this application and try to build yourself a stronger personality.
- Do not lie. The worst thing you could do is lie. It is great that you came out with the truth, but avoiding this situation altogether in the future would be much more beneficial to you.
- Keep on helping out with reports and proof and everything that you already do. It really helps us and it really puts you in higher standing. I'm pretty sure this application would have been declined ages ago if it weren't for that.
- Finally, get in contact with the people you mentioned, much, much more before mentioning them again. It always helps to get to know more and more admins as they will be able to vouch for you and influence the owner's decision.
For the time being, I think that this application should be declined. This will give you some much needed time to improve yourself, and you're administrative qualities, and if you are of the type that learns and are truly motivated to be an admin on the Blackwonder servers, I can guarantee you that in due time, you will be.