Welcome to the forums. You should change your name, suicide is a serious topic and nothing to make fun of. There are people here that had awful things like that happen in their family, of course I won't say who for privacy reasons even though most people know who I'm talking about.
Since you're from the US here are some statistics for you so you realize it's serious.
https://afsp.org/about-suicide/suicide-statistics/
That is horrible, roughly 0.013% of the US population commit suicide every year. That's 1 in 7450 people! In 2015 an average household in the US had 2.54 people and the average family 3.14. So if we do the maths that means we have 101,560,500 families in the US of which 0.04% had someone commit suicide within the family. And I'm not even considering friends!
I hope you think about this.