Mr. Cubano
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Greetings, fellow reader!
Before I dive into the content of this message, I want to make it clear that this is not intended to cause any further drama or escalate things. My message here is a sincere apology for my past actions and other explanations. I wish to acknowledge my mistakes, take full responsibility for them, and express my genuine regret for what I did. I fully understand the impact of my behavior, and I am committed to improving and changing my actions moving forward. I also want to emphasize that this is not a punishment appeal, nor do I expect anyone to believe I am less guilty of my actions.
A few days ago, I invited some friends to Blackwonder's Discord server. None of them were connected to any of Blackwonder's TF2 servers, and our sole intention was to raid the server and cause disturbance. We decided to speak in Portuguese in the #general channel and use English in the #no-english channel, reversing their intended purposes, thinking it would be funny. We received a gag by Bütler for this disruptive behavior.
The following day, we raided the server again. This time, we didn’t use Portuguese, but instead filled the chat with nonsense, made racist remarks, and created false allegations about people who didn’t even exist. When my friend was banned, I tried to deflect responsibility by complaining that the Staff wasn’t taking their roles seriously, but that excuse clearly didn’t work, and I was permanently banned by 10000 Cold Knights for "Trolling."
In an attempt to escape responsibility, I even appealed my ban and created more excuses for my behavior. Naturally, this didn’t work either.
I now understand the gravity of my actions, and I can see how my behavior impacted my position in the community. I sincerely regret my actions and promise to learn from this experience. Thank you for taking the time to read this, and I hope that with time, I can show that I am committed to being a better person moving forward.
Departing a little from the content of this text, I decided to stop playing on Jailbreak and Team Fortress 2 in general for a few reasons. Over time, the gameplay started to feel repetitive, and I wasn’t finding as much enjoyment in JB or on the Team Fortress 2 themselves. I also feel like my presence on JB was making most players feel uncomfortable or uneasy, so I hope people stop feeling this way now. There were also a few situations that happened in the server that left me feeling disappointed, but I prefer not to go into the details. Additionally, I am going to start in a new job that will require my full-time dedication, which will completely limit my ability to continue playing. I might play this week for a last time (like someone would really want that to happen). I appreciate the time I spent on Blackwonder’s servers and sincerely apologize for this and other obnoxious situations I have caused, but it’s time for me to move on for now.
I appreciate your patience for reading through all of this essay,
Sincerely, Mr.
Before I dive into the content of this message, I want to make it clear that this is not intended to cause any further drama or escalate things. My message here is a sincere apology for my past actions and other explanations. I wish to acknowledge my mistakes, take full responsibility for them, and express my genuine regret for what I did. I fully understand the impact of my behavior, and I am committed to improving and changing my actions moving forward. I also want to emphasize that this is not a punishment appeal, nor do I expect anyone to believe I am less guilty of my actions.
A few days ago, I invited some friends to Blackwonder's Discord server. None of them were connected to any of Blackwonder's TF2 servers, and our sole intention was to raid the server and cause disturbance. We decided to speak in Portuguese in the #general channel and use English in the #no-english channel, reversing their intended purposes, thinking it would be funny. We received a gag by Bütler for this disruptive behavior.
The following day, we raided the server again. This time, we didn’t use Portuguese, but instead filled the chat with nonsense, made racist remarks, and created false allegations about people who didn’t even exist. When my friend was banned, I tried to deflect responsibility by complaining that the Staff wasn’t taking their roles seriously, but that excuse clearly didn’t work, and I was permanently banned by 10000 Cold Knights for "Trolling."
In an attempt to escape responsibility, I even appealed my ban and created more excuses for my behavior. Naturally, this didn’t work either.
I now understand the gravity of my actions, and I can see how my behavior impacted my position in the community. I sincerely regret my actions and promise to learn from this experience. Thank you for taking the time to read this, and I hope that with time, I can show that I am committed to being a better person moving forward.
Departing a little from the content of this text, I decided to stop playing on Jailbreak and Team Fortress 2 in general for a few reasons. Over time, the gameplay started to feel repetitive, and I wasn’t finding as much enjoyment in JB or on the Team Fortress 2 themselves. I also feel like my presence on JB was making most players feel uncomfortable or uneasy, so I hope people stop feeling this way now. There were also a few situations that happened in the server that left me feeling disappointed, but I prefer not to go into the details. Additionally, I am going to start in a new job that will require my full-time dedication, which will completely limit my ability to continue playing. I might play this week for a last time (like someone would really want that to happen). I appreciate the time I spent on Blackwonder’s servers and sincerely apologize for this and other obnoxious situations I have caused, but it’s time for me to move on for now.
I appreciate your patience for reading through all of this essay,
Sincerely, Mr.